Requiem

 How do we actually know when something is not for us? when things don't go the way we envisioned in our mind, or when there is much resistance to the things that we want to do? Even charts have support and resistance zones, what more about life itself? I am beginning to know myself better and I have observed that I define or pride myself on the ideation that I do. Once my ideas get rejected, I get so personal because my ego is bruised. Are my ideas really that bad? are they so worthless that there is no point for consideration? why did I come out up with those silly ideas in the first place? Alas, I have no answers and I need to seek within and without.

Requiem for my ideas and hopefully my ego.